Tuesday, May 8, 2018

A Tale from the 1960s: My Younger Self Catches Up with Me.

                This post might not be of interest to some of my readers, so feel free to skip it if you’re not into stories about Baby Boomers in the 1960s. Or if you’ve heard too many such stories. This stuff was buried so deep I’d forgotten it, and, well, it is part of my life, so here goes.

                In March the University of Central Oklahoma, my alma mater, contacted me about some of my activities there in the 1960s. It seems they’re putting together an exhibit about the college during the Vietnam era. I promised to look for anything that might help. During this search I came upon my notes from the time. I was surprised I’d kept such detailed notes (I may have been anticipating a lawsuit), and I was surprised I still had the notes. And it was a good thing for the exhibit I’d kept the notes because not too many people involved are still alive. I’d forgotten so much of what happened. It was like meeting my younger self all over again. When I went to UCO, it was Central State College. That’s how I remember it, and that’s how I’m going to refer to it.

                First, the setting. When I went to Central State I was the product of the Oklahoma City school system. I went to Northwest Classen, one of the best schools in the system at the time (Elizabeth Warren was in my graduating class). Our education was good, but it was limited.
                We were born shortly after World War II—the “good war.” Our parents for the most part had been involved in the war effort—either fighting it or supporting it at home. My parents worked for the Manhattan Project. We were taught our country was always right, and we believed it. We were taught to respect authority, and we did. We were laughably naïve. We were set up for disillusionment. The history we were taught was so sanitized that it was in college I first came across a reference to the Japanese internment camps. I couldn’t believe my country would do such a thing. I asked my father, and he said yes, it had happened thanks to Earl Warren. There were probably hundreds of things that had been sanitized from our history books! In Oklahoma we were taught Reconstruction was evil, which set me up to go slack jawed when I did graduate work at Ohio State and found that there was a whole different history taught in the north.
                At any rate, this sheltered naïve boy entered Central State in the fall of 1966. Neither they nor I were prepared!
                In 1967 I was still leaning toward supporting the Vietnam war. It was difficult because I saw many of my high school friends being drafted. Some didn’t come back. Others came back damaged. I still trusted that the country would not be in a war if there were not a good reason. After all, I respected authority, and our country was always right.
                Late that year Central State invited Ambassador Robert Strong to speak. I was grasping at straws to believe the war was justified. This speech was the tipping point. The Ambassador spent twenty minutes saying there were good reasons for us to be in the war, told some personal stories, none of which were relevant, and urged us to support the war so we could win in the “Asiatic” sense of the word. That speech resulted in my first letter to the Vista, the school paper, which was printed Dec. 7, 1967.
                A journalism student supposedly was in the Vista office when my letter came in and wrote a simultaneously published response. I guess there’s no law requiring a letter to be printed and waiting an issue or two to print a rebuttal, but it seems to be a custom.
                My next letter was about the evening class schedule. Amazingly, it elicited an immediate response from the administration. The first day of Christmas break I got the following letter at my parents’ house:
               
                Dear Mr. Roth:
                Please make an appointment to see me as soon as possible.
                This matter is important.
                It was from Joe C. Jackson, Dean of the College.

                So I made the appointment during the Christmas break, drove to Edmond (a 20-mile trip), and met with my soon-to-be nemesis.

                “You wanted to see me?”
                “Sit down, Mr. Roth.
                “As I recall, you had an article in the Vista.” As he was saying this, he pulled out a copy of the letter. Then he asked if this was true.
                “Yes, I wrote it.”
                “Why?”
                “Don’t you think that’s fairly obvious?” By this point I was really pissed off. I’d taken time off from my Christmas break and wasted my time and gas for this?
                “Mr. Roth, I’ve been in charge of scheduling since before you were born. The schedule we have now has gotten us through many years without complaints from students. Do you think you know more than I do?”
                “About what?”
                “About scheduling.”
                “Perhaps not about scheduling, but I do know when something’s illogical, which the schedule is.”

                Poor Dean Joe. It became obvious to him he not was going to get the apology from the quivering subservient student he expected, so he began a sarcastic reading of the letter.

                “Never on Friday. Isn’t that cute?” (One of my points was that classes could be held on Friday.)
                I let him finish. It would have been rude to interrupt, and I enjoyed his making a fool of himself, even if I was the only witness to this performance.
                Finally, he said, “Mr. Roth, if you have any further complaints or problems, please come to me before writing the Vista.” I agreed.

              
At the beginning of 1968 I began working at the campus radio station eight hours a week. Max O. Davis was in charge of the station. In a way, the station was run like the college was. If Mr. Davis didn’t like a musical selection, he’d yank it off the turntable and break it. (This was in the days of vinyl records.) He tolerated no criticism.
                Taking a detour here, since I suppose the Statute of Limitations has passed, I’m going to confess I had a little fun with Mr. Davis. The station was ten watts. I asked a cousin in Sweden to write Mr. Davis saying she had heard him on her radio. He bit, and articles appeared in the Vista and the Daily Oklahoman.
                Anyway, back on track, that semester I was taking twenty hours and working eight. I’d decided I wanted to graduate ASAP, so I wanted to load up on as many classes as I could take in the summer. It turned out the summer school schedule was just as illogical as the evening schedule. Maybe it was even worse. Classes met each morning for a fifty-minute session and one afternoon a week for another fifty-minute session, thus preventing students who worked in the afternoons from attending classes. The school also held workshops in the afternoon. A student could not enroll in a class and a workshop without missing part of one or the other.
                I’d promised to go see Dean Joe before writing the Vista, so I did.

                “Sit down, Mr. Roth.”
                Thank you.”
                “Can I help you?”
                “Yes, I want to talk to you about your summer schedule. These classes in the afternoon prevent working students from attending summer school.”
                “I have always been of the opinion that students who work have no business in school.” (And no, I am not making that up.)
                “But some students have to work.”
                “They don’t have to go to school.”
                “But, ignoring the working students, a person cannot enroll in a workshop and a class. Wouldn’t it be better to have sixty-minute classes in the morning?”
                “Scheduling conflicts are my business as is scheduling. Yours is to come to school, make your grades, and graduate.”
                There was no point in further discussion. I simply said, “You told me to see you about any further complaints or problems I had.”
                “You’ve got problems, but you don’t need to see me about them.” (Nope. Not making that up, either.)
                So I started a petition. At the end of one day, I had more than 200 signatures from just passing it around in my classes. That summer schedule was definitely not popular.
                I wrote a letter to go with the petition and called Stan Hoig, the faculty advisor of the Vista, to see if he’d print the letter and the petition. He said he could see no reason not to. I told him I’d bring them the next day after my classes. I didn’t even get in the office. Mr. Hoig met me at the door.

                “Dean Jackson advised us not to print that.”
                “Why?”
                “He said he answered any questions presented in it.”
                “The petition had not begun when I spoke to Dean Jackson.”
                “It’s his word against yours—you’re only a student, you know.”
                “I know.”

                That weekend I wrote a bunch of letters to newspapers and the Board of Regents. I never mailed them. When I reported for work at the radio station on Monday, Mr. Davis was waiting for me.
                “Come into my office.”
                I did as I was told.
                “This petition you’re fooling with… “
                “Yes?”
                “I proposed something similar only last week to Dr. Jackson.”
                “Oh?”
                “He turned me down just as he did you.”
                “Yes?”
                “Well, Larry, since you’re working at the station I’m in charge of, they think I put you up to it.”
                “Oh, brother.”
                “Yes, and last Friday I received several calls, one of which came from Dr. Godfrey. Dr. Godfrey reminded me he was president of this college and that he could still cut off funds for the station---Larry, a college is not a democracy. You’ve got to stop thinking you have as much say as everyone else about what goes on here.”
                “About the station?”
                “Dr. Godfrey said if you will stop passing the petition, he will forget it.”
                So I did.

                In retrospect I doubt that Mr. Davis had suggested any changes to anything, but I do believe he was told to put pressure on me to drop the petition. The eight hour a week job didn’t pay enough that threatening to fire me would have the desired effect, so making me think I would save the station by giving up on the petition was the better approach. It worked.
                I became involved in the Eugene McCarthy campaign and worked with them during the spring break. When I came back from that break the petition, the letters, and some other articles I’d written had been removed from my room. In retrospect, I suppose this seems like an inexcusable invasion of privacy, but at the time it didn’t seem particularly surprising. I was angry with myself for leaving the stuff in my dorm room.
                On May 9, 1968 the Vista printed an editorial saying total victory was the only solution in Vietnam. By this time the country was moving toward opposing the war. Walter Cronkite had made his opposition official in February 1968. I was still extremely bitter about the way I’d been treated when I suggested changing the summer school schedule. When I saw this editorial and one published in the same issue titled “Fair Criticism Welcome,” I snapped. I’d seen just how welcome criticism was, after all, and the “Total Victory” editorial contained errors (bay of Torkin, for example) and positions (no matter what the reason for the war, we should go after total victory) that showed little thought (in my opinion). And worse, the article proposed that Hitler could have won World War II had he just done a few things differently. I responded with a scorched earth letter that was printed May 16, 1968.
                The remainder of the semester was busy with finals, papers, etc. One of my teachers, Dorothy Mills, and I had become good friends during spring break when we were both working on Clean Gene’s campaign. She told me she’d nearly been fired for trying to pass an anti-war petition to other teachers.
                The next week Dr. Godfrey was the first to sign a pro-war petition.
                As the school year ended, the Student Senate, which was free to do its own will, voted to favor a statement saying, “Any person who is not in favor of U. S. involvement in Asia is not an American.”
                By then probably at least 40% of the public opposed the war. The Student Senate would have stripped citizenship from a good many Americans.
                The Student Senate elections for the year 1968-9, which took place in May, 1968 were some of the most interesting in the school’s history. Until that time fraternities had been in control of the student senate. For the first time a student ran against the fraternity students. The Greeks lost; Larry Spears won with an anti-administration platform.
                The next year promised to be interesting.
                That summer I suffered through the schedule and took as many classes as I could. As I was studying, several professors resigned publicly, calling for more student and faculty freedoms. The president’s only statement was something to the effect that the college was better off without them, which wasn’t true. All the PhDs in the psychology department were among those who left, leaving that department without accreditation.
                By the time Larry Spears became president of the Student Senate he’d joined a fraternity and urged everyone else to do so as well. We’d been betrayed. Independent students loathed him.
                I’d not been rehired at the radio station (Surprise!), so there was no reason not to take up the summer schedule crusade again, and without the job at the radio station, I had more time to put into the effort. Larry Spears held a discussion meeting in October, and I told my story at that meeting. Larry Spears promised to send some sort of letter to the Dean of the College. I sent my own letter to the Vista without alerting Stan Hoig in advance. It was printed October 29, 1968.
                Yep. I got another of those “Schedule a meeting. This is important.” Letters from Dean Joe. This time I ignored it. I knew just how important it was, and I figured he knew where to find me.
                In November the Dean of Men, Alvin Freiburger, held a meeting in the dorm lounge. When he opened for questions, I had a few.

                “Why are girls not allowed in our dorms?”
                “Because it is not proper.”
                “Why are dorm mothers allowed to roam halls* and enter rooms at random?”
                “So they can keep order.”
                “But what if the boys whose room they enter are undressed?”
                “You should always be prepared to have a lady in your room.”
                “Then why aren’t girls allowed in the dorm?”

                *I should explain the dorm rooms had no bathroom facilities. The bathroom facilities and showers were located in the middle of the building, which meant we had to get dressed to go to the bathroom. 

                The lounge roared with laughter. Others were encouraged to try to put the dean on the spot. The was the last such meeting the dean held.

                A few years after this meeting I lived at the Jones Graduate Tower at Ohio State, which was coed. There are good reasons for not having coed dorms!

                After the meeting with Dean Freiberger a friend of mine who worked in the dorm’s office told me he’d been in the office when someone from the administration called and said to spread the word that I was a communist. There was a joke in Oklahoma at the time that if you wanted to smear someone, you’d call them a communist or a homosexual. The administration chose the wrong one.
                The dorm had any number of blabbermouths who would take anything to the administration if given the chance, so I took advantage of them.

                “I hear someone thinks I’m a communist.”
                “Oh?”
                “I’d like my card back. Would you tell the person who took it to put it in my mailbox—no questions asked?”

                “I hear the administration thinks I’m a communist. Isn’t that rather egotistical?”
                “Why?”
                What do they think a communist would come here for?”
                “To take over.”
                “To take over what?”

                It worked. Being a communist didn’t make it into any of my records, and I never had any problems getting the security clearances I’d need in the future.
                I wondered what kinds of mud would be thrown next. I considered transferring to the University of Oklahoma and even took a trip there. It was a different world. It was mighty tempting, but it would have taken two years to complete my degree there, and I only had two more semesters at Central State before I could graduate.
                About this time Oklahoma Representative C. H. Spearman (known not so affectionately as C&H), who represented Edmond, began a campaign to change the name of Central State College to Central State University. I believe this campaign was an attempt to embarrass Dewey Bartlett, the governor, who repeatedly vetoed the name change.
                While C&H’s latest campaign was raging I saw an ad in the Vista seeking writers for the Oklahoma Limited. I wrote and they bit. They asked for an article on Central State and gave me a two-week deadline. The article made page one of the Limited. I was never paid for the article.
                This article effectively ended the CSU campaign for a while. I thought, “Well, that’s that.” I was wrong.
                At 11 PM one night after the article appeared I got a call from Jim Taggart asking to meet with me. I didn’t know him, and I thought, “Uh-oh. Is this another of those ‘This is important’ meetings?” Jim was in the music department, so we met there.
                I think we were both a little cautious. We’d both had our run-ins with the administration.

                “Your article was very good.”
                “Thank you.”
                Was it all true.”
                “Yes.”
                “Do you really believe everything you wrote?”
                “Yes.” As I said this I was trying to remember the entire article to see if it was really that unbelievable.
                “Would you be interested in being active on campus?”
                “Yes.” Actually, I already considered myself active.
                “Good. I’m supervisor of the Afro-American Student Union.”
                That was interesting, but Jim was white, and I’m white, so I didn’t know where this was headed.
                “There are many of the blacks on campus who want to do something. They need a leader.”
                “Surely you don’t mean me.”
                “No, the whites need to do their own thing, and they need a leader—you. Perhaps the whites and blacks could work together.”
                “Dr. Taggart, that’s a good idea, but I’m just not the leading type.”
                “We’ll see. Anyway, something has to be done here. Why don’t you see if you can get some interested people together, and we’ll meet Wednesday night here at my office.”

                I agreed. I was also stunned. Someone wanted me to lead?
                I told my friends. That Wednesday morning in one of my classes I noticed a student sitting next to me with a stack of Xerox material. As I examined it more closely I saw it concerned one of the professors. I asked to see the material. The material was about Rene Mendoza, a professor from the Philippines who was being fired ostensibly because he was not “permanent,” that is because he was not a citizen. I asked the student how he felt about the matter. He said it was a “pile of crap.” I introduced myself and invited him to the meeting that evening. That’s how I met Terry Johnston. For better or for worse.
                Dr. Taggart invited the Afro-American Student Union to the meeting. From the outset they made it clear they would do their own thing. Jim proposed an off-campus newspaper.
                In March 1967, Directions, an off-campus newspaper, had been started. Its editor was expelled for her efforts. This was not ancient history, and I had only this semester, the summer semester, and eight weeks of student teaching to graduate. I was not thrilled with this suggestion.
                Jim explained times had changed (in two years?), that Central State had no right to take any action while the paper was off-campus and did not print libel. We agreed to think it over, but my mind was the only one that was not made up.
                Jim and Terry came to my dorm room Saturday for the hard sell. I agreed to help edit the paper. We agreed on the name Dialogue. I wanted to go with Dialog, but I was outvoted. Terry wrote an “application for distribution” to be given to the Dean of Students, Charles Richmond. My roommate also agreed to help edit the paper. We agreed to meet with Dean Richmond the next Monday.
                On Sunday I got a call from another person who’d read the article in the Oklahoma Limited.
                Before I go further, I need to point out not many people at Central State read this issue of the Oklahoma Limited because the papers, uh, disappeared from their campus distribution points soon after they were delivered.
                At any rate this caller wanted to set up a meeting at her house. This was how I met Sharon Humes. She was married and had a teenage son, and she was the grownup we needed.
                I told her about Dialogue, and she promised to come to the next meeting.
                We met with Dean Richmond, who was not only not surprised to see us but knew why we were there. It seems there were no secrets at Central State. He told us we could not distribute on campus but he had no control over what went on off campus. When we got his written reply, he said we couldn’t distribute off-campus, either. But it was too late. Issue number one was already printed. It was March 5, 1969.
                While all this was going on the Vista ran an editorial on the becoming a university issue. My response was printed March 6, 1969, just as Dialogue was being distributed off campus.
                The Vista took note of Dialogue on March 20, 1969. A letter responding to my response on the University issue was printed March 13, 1969.

                I knew Terry was more liberal than I was. I also knew Oklahoma was and is a conservative state, and that we should challenge but not offend our audience, and, should the administration decide to take some action against us, we’d need support from the state. We argued over this constantly. As I said before, Sharon was our grownup. She kept us together. My roommate’s parents were advised he should not be involved. I wasn’t surprised. Terry wanted to be editor-in-chief. The reason we’d decided on three editors was strength in numbers. We decided he would be editor-in-chief in practice, but not on the masthead.
                Dialogue immediately had a large vocal following. Terry thought we could depend on that following should something happen. I knew better, and we saw just how much we could count on their support when we put up a slate of candidates for student senate. We lost big time, but I guess we got some notice. John Rogers, the Oklahoma Secretary of State wrote the Vista. I responded as did some other letter writers.
                That summer I again dealt with the summer schedule. I also drove trucks delivering the evening newspapers to the carriers’ distribution sites in Oklahoma City. My parents engaged in magical thinking. They wanted me to go to college, but they didn’t want it to cost them anything, so I was a busy boy that summer.  Terry put together the summer issue with no input from, as far as I know, anybody. We assembled it at Sharon’s house the night of the first moon walk. I didn’t read the newsletter. Shame on me. Terry had put together a pretty radical issue, calling the police “fascist pigs,” and so on. I don’t have a copy of that one, but I was embarrassed.
                I was called out of class by one of the campus police. Mr. Gentry and I had a good relationship, which may sound unlikely, but I think he knew bullshit when he saw it or was asked to do it. In the past, he had told me if I was fair with him he’d be fair with me. He told me he was very disappointed with this issue. I explained the situation—I was working, taking the maximum load, and so on, and I’d been uninvolved in this issue. He said he understood that, but the issue was irresponsible, and my name was on it. He said he was glad for our reputation that the summer issue would not get the circulation a regular issue would. He wasn’t the only one who was glad about that. He also told me he’d been asked to do a background survey on me and found nothing. As I said, he knew bullshit when he was asked to do it.

                And speaking of bullshit… .

                A few weeks later I was relaxing after a hard day at work and at school. I was thinking that after that summer I would only have student teaching, and it would be kiss off, Central State. Then the phone rang.
                “Larry?” It was Sharon.
                “Yes.”
                “I just heard this. You’d better sit down. You and Terry have not been approved for student teaching. Are you there? Joe Walker, the director of Student Teaching quit over it. I’m going to have to let you go. Can you tell me how to reach Terry?”
                “No. I’ll try to call him later. Thanks, Sharon.”
                I spent a very long night deciding what to do.

                The next day I went to Joe Walker’s office. Only the secretaries were in. I said hello to one of them who asked if she could help me.
                “I’d like to know if I’ve been approved for student teaching.”
                “Well, the committee met yesterday, and I don’t have the list yet. Almost everyone was approved. What’s your name?”
                “Larry Roth.”
                “Sit down. Mr. Walker will be here soon. Are you sure you’re Larry? I mean, uh, I was expecting your hair to be longer and, uh, well, you look like any of the other students.”
                (I should explain that I never let my hair get long or failed to bathe. This was not a political statement so much as a personal issue. I didn’t find long hair comfortable—especially in the Oklahoma summers, and as for bathing, well, driving those trucks and tossing the paper bundles to the carriers was hot, sweaty work; enough said.)
                I saw that the poor secretary was ruffled, I sat down and assured her I was like any of the other students.
                Fortunately for her, Mr. Walker came in soon, and before he could get to his office, she announced, “Mr. Roth is here to see you, sir.”
                “I’ll see him now.”
                I went into Mr. Walker’s office. I could see disappointment on his face.
                “Mr. Walker, I’m sorry to hear you’re leaving. This school needs principled people.”
                “Larry, principled people are out of place here. That’s something I’ve just realized. I guess you never will.”
                “I hope you didn’t resign because of me.”
                “No, I didn’t. If it had been only you and Terry there would have been no need. You can fight your own battles. I resigned because the powers that be were trying to force me to approve some people who didn’t have the required grade average. The teaching profession is poor enough with those presently in it. Think what it would be with these extra substandard people in it. No. Don’t feel bad. You weren’t the cause.”
                “Now, whom should I confront with the fact I know about the decision?”
                “Let me see. You know, the joke’s on them. They weren’t going to tell you until it was too late for you to do anything—ah, Dr. Way, he should know. Let me call him. This will be a pleasure.”
                He phoned Harrison Way, the Education Chairman.
                “Dr. Way, Joe Walker here. I have a young man in my office who wants to know if he’s been approved for student teaching.”
                “I told him he’d be notified by mail in August. That doesn’t seem to go over too well with him.”
                “Larry Roth.”
                “You’ll see him now? Good. I’ll send him down.”
                He hung up and said, “Larry, you’ve got ‘em running already. The situation is yours. I guess it always was. Keep calling the shots. You know how.”
                “Thanks a lot, Mr. Walker.”

                Next stop, Harrison Way’s office.
                “I think you’re expecting me.”
                “Yes, sit down, Larry.”
                “Larry, how did you find out the day of the meeting what happened?”
                “Sharon called me.”
                “Who told her?”
                “I don’t know.”
                “Oh, come on now.”
                “I really don’t. Sharon apparently foresaw some trouble for the person and didn’t tell me.” I still don’t know who told Sharon.
                “Very well, then, uh, the Dean of the College, Joe Jackson, felt that you should be called to account for some of the views you expressed in Dialogue.”
                “Why?”
                “They were un-teacherlike.”
                “Dr. Way, after this summer is over, I will have only my student teaching left to do. I have chosen teaching as my career. If this college prevents me from entering my chosen career, I’ll have no choice but to sue. The college will then be liable for the entire amount of money I would have made as a teacher. Is that clear?”
                “Uh, yes, uh, perhaps you’d better see Dean Jackson. After all, it was his idea.”

                Next stop was Dean Joe, who assured me I had nothing to worry about. It was just a “formality.” Dean Joe was uncharacteristically friendly.

                As I was writing this all these years later, it occurred to me that with Mr. Walker’s resigning because pressure was put on him to approve unqualified students to teach in the public schools while qualified students were being denied approval because they expressed “un-teacherlike” opinions, with the threat of a lawsuit that could cost the college (taxpayer) money, and with the governor being pissed at the school for wanting to become a university over his veto, this was a media frenzy just waiting to happen. I would imagine Dean Joe was told to diffuse the situation pronto, since, as Dr. Way had said, it was Dean Joe’s idea (and Dr. Way seemed perfectly willing to throw Dan Joe under the bus). I was in a better negotiating position than I realized!

                I also stopped to see Mr. Gentry (of the campus police), who became very angry about the situation. That evening I called Dr. Mills, who was happy to help, and I stopped by to see Miss Loraine Bell, a conservative teacher who, although we had political differences, seemed to like me. She gave me a lecture, but she too agreed to help.
                I suspect Dr. Way, after receiving calls from the conservative Miss Bell and the liberal Dr. Mills, did not know what to think.
                To be sure I had to go through a question and answer session as did Terry. We were admitted to the student teaching program without further ado. I took a tape recorder to my session. Only when I got home did I discover it hadn’t been working.
                I did my student teaching at Putnam City without radicalizing any students or burning down any buildings. In fact, I was asked to take over the classes I’d done student teaching in when the teacher’s wife had an operation. Pat Nichols took over as editor of Dialogue. I did not keep up with Dialogue after I left campus. I took a couple of graduate classes at Central State the summer of 1970. As I recall, the summer schedule had been changed to eliminate the afternoon sessions. At the time I graduated, there was a teacher glut, so jobs were hard to find. I did substitute teaching for much of the 1970-71 school year. I was hired to fill in for a teacher who had been hired to replace a counselor who was murdered at Taft Junior High. In June 1971 I left to begin a whole ‘nother career.

                One day I was at my local library here in Kansas City and saw a book by Terry C. Johnston. I wondered if it could be that Terry C. Johnston. It was. Terry went on to write 31 western American fiction novels. He died in 2001.
                Sharon evidently still lives in the Oklahoma City area.
                As I was preparing this summary I tried to track down Pat Nichols to see if he had copies of Dialogue from his tenure. I discovered he died in 2009.
                Jim Taggart left Central State for a job at Marshall University in Huntington, WV in 1970. He died in Columbus, Ohio in 2007.

                This has been an interesting trip down memory lane for me. I hadn’t thought about all this stuff in decades, and I was surprised to find I still had my notes from those years. There is no way I would have remembered this much detail without those notes. Looking back from a distance of nearly fifty years and realizing that I am now older than the college staff I dealt with were then, a few thoughts occurred to me. The first was so much of this conflict could have been avoided if both sides had treated each other with respect. I wasn’t asking for the moon when I asked Dean Joe to revise the summer schedule. By the way, the teachers who had to do the extra afternoon sessions hated the schedule as well. But, rather than saying he’d take a look at the schedule, Dean Joe expected the fact that he’d been doing the schedule for twenty years was supposed to be enough to preclude considering changing anything. I was a pain in the ass, but the idea of being “just a student” rankled me. The staff at Central State, after all, were public servants who were paid by taxpayers to make the college work in everyone’s interests. It was in the students’ interest that schedules be as user-friendly as possible, and those students were the reason Dean Joe and the rest of them had their cushy jobs.

                I’d like to think things are different now, but a couple of months ago I was at a meeting on the University of Missouri-Kansas City campus, and a discussion broke out about the selection of a new provost. The discussion could have been held at Central State in the 1960s. Perhaps some things never change—only the people doing them.  

© 2018 Larry Roth

Monday, April 30, 2018

Why Liberalism Failed and the Financially Independent Retire Early (FIRE) Movement


                I read a review of Patrick J. Deneen’s Why Liberalism Failed and immediately put a hold on the book with the JOCO library. (The Kansas City library does not yet offer the book. But we have a streetcar.) I don’t remember what the review said, but the book was not what I was expecting, which would have been something similar to Thomas Frank’s Listen, Liberal.
                The book, published by the Yale University Press, is ponderous. The author is a political science professor at Notre Dame. I began his book thinking, “There must be a pony in here somewhere,” but alas, no pony. I ended Dr. Deneen’s book not knowing exactly what points he is trying to make. First, I’m not sure what he means by “liberalism.” At times it seems liberalism is whatever leads to consequences Dr. Deneen does not like. At times it seems the book has more dog whistles than you’d find at Petsmart. At other times the book seems more like the musings of Miniver Cheevy in need of a drink, harking back to an ideal age that never existed. For example, Dr. Deneen, through Wendell Berry, novelist, poet, environmental activist, cultural critic, and farmer, a spokesperson he uses often, criticizes the breakdown of communities as places of constraint and limits. This is not new. This breakdown has been going on for hundreds of years, as people shake off the shackles of restrictive hometowns and relocate to places they can become their own people, which does not meet with Dr. Deneen’s approval. What some of us would call freedom, individualism and making our own personal decisions about marriage, children, where to live, etc., Dr. Deneen calls selfishness. I find it amazing there is never a shortage of people to tell us our decisions, when they do not conform to societal expectations, are “selfish.”
                Dr. Deneen uses his puppet, Wendell Berry, to defend a community’s prerogative to demand certain books be removed from the educational curriculum and insist on the Bible’s introduction into the classroom as the word of God.
                Dr. Deneen notes the many current dystopian films, TV series, books, etc. as examples of society’s fears of technology. He says, “Most examples of this recent genre seems (sic) to reflect a widespread foreboding about a shared sense of powerlessness and even the potential for a new kind of bondage to the very technology that is supposed to liberate us.” I would propose this genre is currently a moneymaker for the dystopian industrial complex and is being reinforced in order to keep it profitable. I suspect the fears reflected are as valid as the fears reflected in the early 1950s films about giant insects resulting from radiation.
                Dr. Deneen’s not too sold on the internet. In fact, Dr. Deneen is not sold on much in modern society. I agree with him on some issues, including the desirability of an education that includes the liberal arts and humanities. I certainly agree with him and his puppet on consumption. He criticizes the need to spend beyond our incomes and rightly points out this is not sustainable either on a personal or a national level. He does have a point about the hypocrisy of the elites for having stable family lives, children, and all the trappings of upper middle-class society while not expecting those on the lower economic rungs to follow suit. I’m not sure what Dr. Deneen would have them do about the fact people choose different paths, but he points out elites benefit from the situation by being able to find affordable nannies, gardeners, tutors, and day care.   
                When it comes to solutions, the book has a few. We should minimize our participation in the economy (an idea I proposed in Political Frugality), learn to do such things as building, fixing, cooking, planting, preserving, and composting for ourselves. Dr. Deneen proposes intentional communities based on an ideal past that never was. I’d have some reservations about these communities. They could work out, but they could also develop into cults—especially when religion is mixed into the witches’ brew. But, even though Dr. Deneen seems opposed to nonconformity, I’m happy to allow him to be a nonconformist and join a cult if he wishes. I won’t even call him selfish.

                I saw on what passes for a nightly news program at ABC a brief mention of the FIRE movement, that is Financial Independence, Retire Early. There’s a formula for this kind of news. A happy family or two is shown enjoying their early retirement and then some scold is brought on to dissuade the rest of us from having any such delusions. In this case the scold was some blogger who said early retirees would have to watch their expenses, and that’s no fun. Just stay chained to your desk twelve hours a day for the next forty or fifty years. Don’t even think of leaving! Now that’s fun!
                As I’ve said on many occasions, frugality and financial independence will never get objective treatment from media that are dependent on advertising and consumption. And in today’s economy, with an alleged shortage of workers, leaving the workforce before you’re on your deathbed is not likely to be viewed positively.
                What I found funny was the reporter claimed to be speaking to the person who came up with the idea (and I didn’t catch who that was). The fact is the idea’s been around a long time. I picked it up when I watched the 1938 film Holiday with Cary Grant and Katherine Hepburn. The theme was repeated in 1988 by Paul Terhorst in Cashing in on the American Dream: How to Retire at 35, one of two books that changed my life. At any rate it was interesting to learn there’s a new generation of financially independent early retirees.
                Somehow that led me to Jacob Lund Fisker’s Early Retirement Extreme: A Philosophical and Practical Guide to Financial Independence, another book the JOCO library has that the Kansas City libraries do not. But then JOCO does not have a streetcar. The book is heavy on the philosophical reasons one might not want to spend a life working eight hours a day forever. The book is a challenge to read. Dr. Fisker has a PhD in theoretical physics, and he writes like a PhD in theoretical physics. The book has many formulas. One of the formulas, as Dr. Fisker points out, is similar to a mortgage amortization schedule. A personal note here, the first time I saw an amortization schedule showing over 30 years I’d be paying more than $100,000 on a $13,000 loan, it occurred to me that the same thing would apply to savings over time if I made regular payments to myself, and that got me started saving.
                Dr. Fisker says he became financially independent after working five years. As of 2010, when the book was published, he and his wife were living in an RV probably on a much lower scale than many of us would choose, but it’s their choice. Some of the things Dr. Fisker questions strike me as odd. For example, several times he suggests refrigerators are not necessary, and he’s not too fond of freezers, either. He dislikes the noise they make, among other things. He suggests living near a store and buying what we need daily. He is realistic on occasion; he says clothing is so inexpensive these days it doesn’t pay to make it ourselves. On the other hand, he suggests we grow our own food. Dan puts in a garden, and we love what we get from his garden, but if you consider only the economics, frozen vegetables are cheaper and much easier to work with, and so far we don’t have to fight the squirrels for the food in the freezer. On a side note, we have a pear tree that is amazingly prolific. I think I’ve had maybe two pears from the tree. The minute the pears are ripe enough the tree rats attack. As Dan says, “It looks like the migrant workers have been here and stripped the tree of its fruit.”

                The book is an interesting take on retiring early. In my own Beating the System I suggested looking at work as a twenty-year sentence. The time line could be shorter depending on motivation, which brings me to the happy news that Vicki Robin has updated Your Money or Your Life (the other book that changed my life). That’s the book to go to if you’re serious about becoming financially independent. The book has a nine-step program for determining when you’re able to leave your job, so you won’t have to rely on Dr. Fisker’s claim of five years or my suggestion that twenty might be more reasonable. You’ll be able to determine your own timeline.
                And remember, just because you become financially independent, you don’t have to leave your job. But when you’re financially independent, you won’t have to put up with as much crap at your job, either.

© 2018 Larry Roth

Wednesday, April 11, 2018

Further Fun and Frugality Reading


                As much fun as running for city council would have been (not!), it would definitely have reduced the time I could devote to reading. Here’s what I’ve been reading lately.
               
                Charles Finch has written an addictive mystery series featuring Charles Lennox, a Victorian detective and, well, if I tell you much more, I’d have to issue a spoiler alert. I found a couple of these in great shape for cheap at an estate sale just off Ward Parkway (the really nice part of Ward Parkway). I started one, and these things are like crack. There are several of them, and I’ve read them all. He just came out with a prequel this year, The Woman in the Water, and that would be a good one to start with. The library has them all.

                On one of my trips to get rid of stuff at Half Price Books, I happened on Melanie Benjamin’s The Swans of Fifth Avenue. For me, the danger of going to Half Price Books is it’s difficult to come out empty-handed. This book is about Truman Capote and his famous 1975 expose in Esquire in which he betrayed just about every confidence he’d ever been told by his cadre of “swans,” the very wealthy wives of very wealthy men who populated the upper east side of Midcentury Manhattan. The swans include Pamela Digby Churchill Hayward Harriman (who has been the subject of at least a couple of tell-all books and who died while serving as our Ambassador to France), Slim Hawks Hayward Keith (who lost a husband to Pamela), Marella Agnelli (who landed a husband Pamela couldn’t wrestle to the altar), Gloria Guinness, and Babe Paley, wife of Bill, who started CBS. The book is told more or less from Babe Paley’s perspective, and it’s a sad tale. For having so much money and property at their disposal, these people didn’t seem to enjoy their lives. In fact, if we were to meet them (or someone like them), I suspect we’d be bored in no time. I know I would. There’s only so much planning and attending parties I can stand. Nevertheless, if you’d like a good read about Midcentury Manhattan and how Truman Capote manipulated, betrayed, and slandered his friends, enemies, and acquaintances, this is a good place to start. The book is technically fiction, but it is well-researched. It will also make you considerably less envious of the One Percent.

                And that brings me to the very enjoyable The Art of Frugal Hedonism, by Annie Raser-Rowland and Adam Grubb, a couple of Australians with a great sense of humor. I found out about this book from the New Dream Organization (NewDream.org). The Johnson County Library has it. Alas, the Kansas City Library does not. I’m not dissing the Kansas City Library. Cosby Kemper is doing a great job, but let’s face it. Our city government has decided to short our schools and libraries and give us a two-mile streetcar and a bunch of luxury apartments downtown. Our tax dollars at work. Thankfully, we can borrow materials from the Johnson County libraries at no cost. The book is wide-ranging and addresses some issues we need to think about including “fake frugal,” which they define as “cheap disposable, or crummy things that quickly need replacing,” leading to our spending more money and having trash to dispose of. They go on to include cheap food in this category because of its low nutrition value and our tendency to waste cheap food, which I’ll talk more about later. They discuss stress and how our society puts a premium on “keeping busy.” On a personal note, whenever someone asks if I’m keeping busy, I’ll answer, “Not if I can help it,” “Am I supposed to?” or “Why? Is there a law?” The authors have discovered a way to earn less, work less, and live more. Their research indicates that, up until the Industrial Revolution, “work” was indeed a four-letter word. In 1783 Josiah Wedgwood issued an eleventh commandment: “Thou shalt not be idle.” Frankly it seems modern society is willing to honor that one more that the other ten. There is so much in this short book. I read the chapter on the burden of choice just after I was at a mainstream grocery store and a man complained to me about having so many choices when all he wanted was juice. I usually shop Aldi because of their prices and their limited choice. They advise having less house and considering sharing when possible. The house I’m in and really like is one I bought after moving from the house I thought would be my retirement house. That house had a shared drive. I’d advise that you never buy a house with a shared drive. There are too many people in this world who are insane, and you might just wind up some as your neighbors. Trust me on this one. You will be happier if you don’t have to depend on getting into and out of your garage if you don’t have to share a driveway with insane people. Plus you can fix the drive when it needs fixing and not have to get anyone’s agreement. They advise buying a house and not renovating it. I can agree here up to a point. To spend a lot of money on new bathrooms, given how little time we spend in them, has always seemed questionable to me. My 1927 house came with a small dysfunctional kitchen next to a small and rarely used breakfast room. After living here eleven years and being frustrated doing major cooking in a minor kitchen, I threw in the towel and had the wall between the two rooms taken out and a new kitchen I designed put in. I used Lowes’ cabinets and Formica countertops. That was nine years ago, and I have never regretted spending one cent of the money I spent on that kitchen. The authors bravely enter landmine territory and advise you to think very carefully about whether to have children (they don’t). They advise giving yourself a break and going a little crazy once in a while. Somewhere in the book, and I just couldn’t find it again easily while I was writing this, they described someone who was rigid and judgmental all the time as the kind of person who would being low-fat cottage cheese to a potluck., and that brings me to… .

                Just Eat It,” a documentary by Grant Baldwin and Jenny Rustmeyer. I watched this on Kanopy, the library’s free streaming service. The film describes how much of our food production and consumption goes to waste. To demonstrate, the cohabiting Canadian producers vow to live only on discarded food for six months. As it turns out, they wound up with an excess of food. They were giving it away. And it still piled up. Grant Baldwin is seen in the end chowing down on a 32-ounce container of yogurt—one of hundreds. He gained ten pounds in the six months they spent doing this documentary. Jenny Rustmeyer would be very difficult to take in other than small doses. She has one of those fingernails-on-chalkboard voices that I can imagine could come from someone who would take discarded low-fat cottage cheese to a potluck, and she begins complaining right off the bat. I was asking myself, “Well, did anyone make you take this on?” In one scene she is at a grocery store asking if she could buy some produce that is being discarded. She’s directed to a bin where food that has just been taken off the shelf is. The food is on its way to a garbage bin. She screeches, “You know what? I’m not even going to ask for a discount.” I guess her goal is to meet her self-imposed discarded-food-for-six-months rule, but I hereby officially revoke her frugal card. I don’t know how committed these folks are to each other, but Grant Baldwin—what’s wrong with you? Don’t you have ears? Anyway, on the one hand, the film makes its point, but on the other hand, a lot of the salvaged food would fall under the category of fake frugality. Lots of processed stuff. Lots of empty calories. The message could be summed up in three words: Stop wasting food.

                And Jenny and Grant, please consider a book next time. It’s easier on the ears.

© 2018 Larry Roth

Monday, April 2, 2018

I'm Not Really Running for City Council!


             I have a confession to make. I’m not running for city council. That was an April Fool’s joke.  
             But my platform is based on people I've met who turned out to be major disappointments.
             Several years ago Dan bought a car one of his friends inherited. Dan had the car fixed up, put on new tires, and was set for many years of driving. No sooner had Dan finished his work than a woman on a cell phone in a SUV plowed into him. She was at a red light. He was across from her. She thought the light had changed, and without looking at either the light or ahead of her took off. Dan’s car was totaled.
                Dan wasn’t injured physically in the accident, but he lost several thousand dollars that he had spent on the car that the woman’s insurance company wouldn’t pay. Had Dan been injured, he could have found an attorney to handle his case, but ambulance chasers are not interested when the injury is merely financial.
                I mention Dan’s accident because I was at a social event and had a chance to speak with our then-state representative. I told her about Dan’s accident and said I thought driving while on a cell phone should be outlawed. Her one sentence response?
                “Oh, Realtors would never go for that.”
                So Missouri residents should be in danger from distracted drivers because… Realtors would never agree to give up driving while talking on cell phones?
                I had been a fan of that woman, but she’ll never get my vote. For anything.
                Recently I was at a neighborhood meeting and met my city council person. He’s not all that impressive, and I know he’s never voted against a tax incentive proposal. He’s not going to get my vote, either.
                Eight years ago I voted for our current mayor partly on the basis of a show our local PBS station ran in which two neighborhood activists took the mayor to areas in their neighborhoods that were being used as trash dumps. He was appalled and promised to take care of the problem. Instead he’s championed streetcars that duplicate existing bus lines and a variety of tax subsidized luxury apartments in Kansas City’s downtown. The stage lost a great actor when he decided to go into politics.
                I tried to put myself into these people’s shoes. I wanted to understand why they would run as neighborhood advocates and, once elected, become pod people shilling for developers and streetcar constructors when what people really want are potholes fixed, sidewalks and curbs replaced, which was supposed to happen when we voted for the GO bonds, which are evidently GOne, and so on. And my platform was the result.
                The story about the Burns and Mac interview was no April Fool’s joke. When I interviewed there I was in my early fifties, and it was clear Burns and Mac were not hiring people perceived as being past their prime. But it worked out for the best. They would not have been happy with me, and I sure would not have been happy with Burns and Mac—especially if that little prick would have been my supervisor or manager.
                So I’m sorry to disappoint all my potential supporters, but I will leave you with this advice: Go to the mayoral forums, ask hard questions, and if you can find a working one, take a bullshit detector with you.
© 2018 Larry Roth


Saturday, March 31, 2018

I'm Running for City Council!


PRESS RELEASE

TO BE RELEASED EASTER SUNDAY 2018

I am hereby announcing I am running for city council. I’m going to share my platform as I and my supporters develop it. Here’s what we have so far. Please feel free to make suggestions.

Most candidates will tell you they will represent you. And you seem to believe them. It’s the triumph of hope over experience that people keep voting for candidates that make such promises and deliver nothing to voters. It’s almost like owning GE stock. Or continually voting for sales and property tax increases. (C’mon! Have you driven down Ward Parkway recently? And if we’re not going to fix Ward Parkway, what makes you think we’re going to do anything in your neighborhood?) So here’s what I promise.

First. I will vote for any and all tax incentives. I don’t need to know the details or whether they make sense. All I know is throwing money at development is a way to make this city great again. Just ask most of our council members. $17 mil for a parking garage for a luxury apartment building? Piece of cake. Next.

Being a city councilperson pays a little over $66,000 a year. C’mon. I made that much before the turn of the century! Do you really expect people to represent you for that kind of money? Especially if they have a spouse and children that like to eat more than rice and beans and shop anywhere but garage sales? If that’s all you’re willing to pay, well, you get what you pay for. I plan to take any and all income enhancements that are offered by developers, lobbyists, and especially Burns and Mac, and I mention them only because I had the most obnoxious interview there I’ve ever experienced. I hope Burns and Mac got wise and fired that little prick. By the way, if you take me to lunch, I eat low carb, and I’ll want enough leftovers to take some home to my dog.

Second. The streetcar has contributed so much to this community since it first began running its two-mile route. Oh, it has its problems in ice, snow, heavy rains, and so on, but how often do we have these problems? Soon, global warming will eliminate snow and ice in our area anyway.

Since the streetcar has been such a success and is so reliable, I favor extending it not only to the Plaza but also to Wichita, Topeka, Oklahoma City, and New York. 24 million tourists can’t be wrong. I also plan to go on as many foreign and domestic junkets to discover the wonders of streetcars and other forms of entertainment in other cities and countries as possible. While I might be willing to fly coach to such reasonably close destinations as Tulsa or Oklahoma City, I’ll require first class seating for anything further away in this country and at least business class to foreign destinations. After all, you don’t want me—your representative--exiting the plane looking rumpled—or even worse, sober—after an overseas trip, do you?

Third. I will require that Kansas City residents fill potholes on their own streets. People are always calling in and complaining about potholes. Well, let them discover just what a hassle it is to fill those potholes. The city will provide them with sources for asphalt and assess penalties for noncompliance. This will stop people complaining about potholes and free up funds for the things that really matter, like luxury apartment buildings and fixed rail good weather only transit, which is where our priorities should be focused. Potholes, schmotholes. We’re big picture people, people.

Fourth. Gentrification is a good thing. As property values increase on paper, the city can raise property taxes and generate more revenue for tax incentive programs. If we’re going to provide multi-decade tax abatements, we have to make up the lost revenue somehow, and that somehow is you. If you’re elderly and have problems paying these increased taxes, well, too bad. The young people moving in and gentrifying older neighborhoods don’t want to live around poor people, anyway. Here is an actual quote from one of the millennials we have coaxed downtown to live in taxpayer-subsidized luxury: Who gives a damn. I work hard for my money, and I can afford to live [downtown]. I am not going to apologize for yearsnofnhard (sic) work, smart life choices and good decisions. I choose to live downtown because I can. People who work hard and make good life divisions (sic) shouldn’t be forced to now live with those that can’t keep their shit together.” As you can see, people who move downtown may say they want to live in a diverse area, but by that they don’t mean they want to live around or come into contact with diverse people. If they wanted to be around diverse people, they’d use the bus instead of lobbying for the streetcar.

Fifth. I promise to set up several committees on crime. Perhaps at least one of the committees can come up with some reasonable sounding approach to the problem. Perhaps we could soften the effect of crime by using euphemisms. If bribes can be referred to as income enhancement, why shouldn’t we refer to murder as premature passing?

My very first order of business will be to erect a statue in honor of former mayor Kay Waldo Barnes, Kansas City’s Madonna of tax incentives. This statue would go up in the Power and Light District and have an eternal flame to commemorate Kansas City’s eternal $14 million per year commitment to the Cordish Company. Did that woman know tax incentives or what?

So it’s up to you. If you want a council representative who is going to promise you neighborhood representation only to desert you once the first tax incentive proposal (with incentives going to you know who) passes over his or her desk or under his or her table at the Capital Grille and leave you with a bitter taste in your mouth as you swear never to vote for that person again only to be faced with yet another such candidate in another four years, then do as you always do, sucker. If, on the other hand, you want a representative who tells you in advance he’s a crook and doesn’t give a hoot about neighborhoods, I’m your man. You know what you’re getting, and I promise never to disappoint you.

Vote for me, and you will never have to lower your expectations again.

© 2018 Larry Roth